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31	Stefani Mayer

    
    I long looked at him, losing the gift of speech, and did not know that on it all to answer, in a head nothing came.
    Seeing my dumbfounded physiognomy, all of his seriousness evaporated.
    – All right, – he smiled. – That is all, that I wanted to say.
    it is Jake., - in a throat, something stuck as though. I made an effort clear one's the throat. – I do not can. that, I not. I need to go.
    I going to leave, but he grasped me for shoulders and opened out to itself.
    – No, wait a little. I know all of it, Bella. But, simply answer me on a question, all right? Do you want, that I went away, and anymore never met you on eyes? Only honestly.
    Hardness it was to be concentrated on his question, and I thought over whole minute, before to answer him.
    – No, I do not want, that you went away. – I acknowledged, in the total.
    Dzheykob smiled again:
    – See.
    – But I do not want, that you were next to me, just like this, as you want it. – I made a protest.
    – Then say, why do you want, that I was alongside?
    I thought over an answer carefully.
    – When you are not present alongside, I miss on you. When you are happy. – I had carefully to pick up words, – I am also happy. But, Dzheykob, the same, I can say about Charley. you, as my family. I love you, but I in not love in you.
    He nodded, my words of not a gramme, did not embarrass him:
    – But you, however, want, that I was alongside.
    – Yes, – I breathed. It is simply impossible to discourage him.
    – Then I will be alongside.
    – You itself do not spare, – I mumbled.
    – Akha. – he conducted finger-tips on my right cheek. I cast aside his hand.
    – do you can, at least, to behave within the framework of propriety? – I asked angrily.
    – No, does not can. To decide you, Bella. I will be with you, such, what I am, without the scopes of propriety – or I will not be in general.
    I looked at him. – you are cruel.
    are you also.
    By the words he quickly drove me to senses, and I involuntarily stepped back on a step back. Dzheykob was rights. If I was not cruel, and avid, I would simply say him, that does not need us to be friends, and went away. It is impossible to hold a friend at itself, if it compels him to suffer. I did not know that create, but now, understood suddenly, that acted badly.
    – You are right, – I whispered.
    He began to the laugh. – Forgive you. Simply endeavour to be not too angered on me. Because, I decided not give up. There is something attractive in an unattainable purpose.
    – Dzheykob. – I looked in his dark eyes, trying to compel his to behave in earnest. – I love him, Dzheykob. He is all of my life.
    – me you love also, – he reminded. He lifted a hand up, when I made an effort protest. – Not so, I understood. But he, it is not all of your life. It already not so. Possibly, once so it was, but he left you. And now, he will have to deal with the consequences of his act – that, with me.
    I shocked a head.
    – You are simply impossible.
    He talked in earnest. Took fingers my chin, and retained me so, that I could not take a look from his eyes.
    – your heart, Bella, fights While, – he said. – I will wait you – I will battle for you. Not forget, you always have a choice.
    – I do not Have a choice, – I disagreed, unsuccessfully trying to free a chin. – And, Dzheykob, every blow of my heart, can appear the last. Time almost went out.
    He narrowed eyes. – Znachit, for me added reasons for a fight, so far am for what to fight, – he whispered.
    His hand still squeezed my chin – his fingers held too firmly, till about pain – and in his eyes, I looked over, that he going to do.
    – Not., - I made a protest, but it was too late.
    Stopping all of my protests, his lips stuck in me. He kissed me furiously and rudely, holding my back of head a right arm, and to elope, it was impossible. With might and main I pushed off from him, poked up him in a breast, but he, seemed, did not even notice it. His mouth was soft, in spite of malice, his lips cuddled to my lips warmly and unusually.
    I seized him in a person, trying to push away him, uselessly. This bout he, seems, noticed my attempts, although, my actions only warmed up him. His lips opened my by force, and I felt in to the mouth, his hot breathing.
    Operating instinctively, I dropped hands, and left off to resist. I opened eyes and did not contest with him, felt nothing. simply waited he will calm down while.
    It worked. Malice evaporated, and he jumped back, to give a glance on me. He snuggled up lips to me once again, and yet, and yet. I grew into a statue and waited.
    At last he released me and moved aside.
    – did you finish? – I asked indifferently.
    – Yes, – he breathed out. He beginnings it was to smile, covering eyes.
    I took a hand back and struck him in a jaw, of all of the forces.
    It was heard a crack.
    – Ou! OU! – I yelled, recklessly jumping from pain, pinning a hand against a breast. It was broken. I felt it.
    Dzheykob hardened in Choquet:
    – With you it is all right?
    – No, the devil take it! you broke me a hand!
    it is Bella, you broke itself a hand. Leave off to dance and give me to give a glance.
    – not touch to me! I ride home at short notice!
    – will Go, will drive in a machine, – he said imperturbably. He did not even scuff the jaw, as did in the cinema after a blow. As touching.
    – Thank you, it is not needed, – I hissed. – Better on foot will walk.
    I turned toward a road. Only pair of kilometres to the border. As soon as I will step back from him, Alice will see me at once. It will send anybody to me on meeting.
    Dzheykob continued to insist:
    – Allow me, simply, to take you home.
    Incredibly, but he had impudence to hug me for a waist.
    I uvernulas' from him.
    – Fine! – I roared. – Drive! I wait – will not wait till to look, that Edvard will do with you! I hope, he will scrag you. you are impudent, opposite, imbecile DOG!
    Dzheykob rolled eyes.
    He took me to the machine and helped to climb inward. For a helm he villages whistling some melody.
    – did I not at all hurt you? – I asked evil.
    – does Banter? If you did not begin to yell, I would not understand in general, that you had tried me to move. I, certainly, not stone, but also not flabby.
    – Hate you, Dzheykob Blek. – I pronounced with vexation.
    it is good. A hatred is passionate sense.
    – I will arrange passionate sense you, murder – in a state of affect, – I mumbled to itself under a nose.
    – Yes, leave off, – he said. He had a mood, obviously, good, seemed yet slightly and again will begin to whistle. – With me kissed, probably, it was better, than with a stone.
    – to no comparison does not go, – I cut off coldly.
    He pursed one's lips.
    – It you, talk simply so.
    – Nothing of the kind.
    Said by me, not long disturbed him, soon he again cheered up a spirit. – you are simply enraged. I do not have experience on this part, but pleased me.
    I began to the moan from indignation.
    – Tonight, you will about it think. He will think that you sleep, but you will think over the choice.
    – If today I will think about you, only because will see you in nightmarish sleep.
    He whipped off speed, passed almost to tortoise motion, turned around and looked at me the dark, large and serious eyes.
    it is Bella, simply think of that, how all would turn, – he convinced softly, but impatiently. – it is not needed to change For me. you know, Charley will be only glad, if you will choose me. I can protect you, similarly as well as your vampire, can even better what he. And I will do you happy, Bella. I am so much all, that I can you offer, and what is not present for him. We argue, he even to kiss you does not dare so – because can do you very. Bella, I would never-never do you very.
    I rotined him ranenuyu hand.
    He breathed:
    – I am not guilty Here. you must was know.
    – Dzheykob, I can not be happy without him.
    – You never tried, – he objected. – When he left you, you spent all of the forces, trying to retain him. If you released him, you would be happy. you could be happy with me.
    – I do not wish to be happy with anybody other, except for him, – continued to insist I.
    – You will be never able to trust him how trust me. He gave up you once, and can do it again.
    – No, he will not go away, – I said through teeth. Sickly flashbacks struck me as if a whip. I wanted to strike him in reply.
    – Once, you gave up me also, – I reminded coldly, implying those weeks, when he hid from me, and, reminding him those words, that he said me in-field, at back of house.
    – I never gave up you, – the hot objected he.
    – They said me, that I told nothing you, that to be together – not safely for you. But I never left, never. I hurried round your house, similarly as well as hurry now. Simply to be quiet and, that you in total ignorance.
    I not going to allow him to press on pity.
    – Drive me home. A hand hurts me.
    Breathing, he revved up, and covered on a road.
    – Simply think of it, Bella.
    – No, – I answered stubbornly.
    – will Be. At night. And I will think about you, while you will think about me.
    – In my nightmare.
    He smiled: – And on a kiss you answered all the same.
    – I did not answer on your kiss.
    – to me more visible.
    – Obviously, that it is not, this was a not answer for a kiss, idiot. I simply tried to break forth, devil poderi.
    He published a low guttural laughter.
    – You are such touchy. I would say, even too.
    Deeply breathing, I endeavoured to take no the notice on him. It is senseless to argue with him, he all will invert, as comfortably him. I was concentrated on a hand, endeavoured to straighten fingers, to define where break. Sharp pain blazed up in the knuckles of fingers. I began to the moan.
    – to me, true, very it is sorry that so went out with your hand, – Dzheykob said, turned out almost sincerely for him. – Next time, if will want me to strike, take a baseball bat or crow-bar, well?
    – not think that I will forget, – I mumbled.
    While we did not appear on the road at my house, I did not consider, where we ride.
    – Why did you bring me here? – I was indignant.
    He bluntly looked at me.
    – it seemed to me, you had asked to drive you home.
    – At, pancake! Would not you could to bring me to the house of Edvarda? – I furiously squeaked teeth.
    His person warped from pain, and I understood that these words had struck him much harder, than all other said by me.
    it is is your house, Bella, – he said quietly.
    – Yes, but does can even one doctor lives here? – I asked, again demonstrating him a hand.
    – Oh. – minute thinking, he decided: – I will drive you in a hospital. Or Charley will drive.
    – I do not want in a hospital. It is ashamed not necessarily.
    He did not turn off the motor of the «rabbita», stood before a house, doubting. On the road the patrol machine of Charley stood at a house.
    Breathing, I said:
    – Go home, Dzheykob.
    Carefully got out from a machine, and headed for a house. A motor zaglokh behind me, and I was anymore surprised, what enraged, that Dzheykob again appeared next to me.
    – That going you to do? – he asked.
    – Going to attach ice to the hand, after will call Edvardu, that he drove me to Karlaylu to understand with my hand. Later, if you still will be here, I will find a bol'shushiy crow-bar.
    He did not answer. Opened a door and held it for me.
    We entered silently, Charley had lied on a sofa in a living room.
    it is Hello, boys, – he said, sat. – it is Pleasant to see you here, Jake.
    it is Hello, Charley, – Dzheykob answered workaday, stopped.
    I was sent in a kitchen.
    – That with it? – Charley was surprised.
    it is thinks that broke a hand, – to me the expls of Dzheykoba were reported.